reality bites

and while i love that movie, that's not the point of reference today.

today's attack in Hadera: yeah, after Monday night's affairs, i can't say it's a total surprise, but it just sucks. and it was way more real being here and hearing the sirens and ambulances, etc. it's also just wierd to know that my friends were there two days ago, i've been there, and it wasn't all that long ago...

i think it made me sadder to think that it doesn't really affect people that much anymore than the actual event. but i also had this completely non-realistic hope that things were really going to start changing...and not that they aren't at all, but i think i'm not the only one who's started to hope more, after the whole hitnatkut thing (disengagement from settlements)...but i guess i just have to keep doing that, what other option do i have besides complete and utter cynicism.

ok...time to go listen to some relaxing music and try to chill out...